Sia - I'm In Here (from We Are Born)

I like her (:

Ella feat.Tank - 懂我再愛我

i like this song so much ! <3

When the best become the worst

Friends around me might know that my parents are so strict. They will set many rules to limit me on this and that, i just have too much to say it out. First, they are over protective. Actually how many of your parent would ask you to call them after you arrive the school, and also call them before you head back to school ? I didn't mean to say my parents not good, but it's just too much for me. I really hope i can escape ! Can you stop being over protective of me ? Hey, you know what i'm a 19 year old girl. You have to trust me of doing the right things ... Didn't you think that the more you limit on me, the more i dislike of being at home ? You are just scaring me away from you.

Not like a cinderella anymore, but i really hope magic does exist. At least, i can erase or mute parents' mouth when they are being too annoying. That's not they suppose to be isn't it ? You care me, i know it, but can you let me free ? Over protective for me, for you not good also .. I don't think it's necessary to call you everytime i reach school. Not only that fucking rule, you ask me to sleep at 11pm everynight ? What the fuck ? for a uni student ? Have you ever thought of the consequence ? I was like what the fuck and fuck when you ask me to do so .. You are too naive aren't you ? 11pm ? Maybe it's just the time i start to do my things ... You ask me to pay every single thing i want, ok, it's fine for me .. but something that's not necessary to pay by myself you also ask me to ? Are you insane ? I hope i never had any working experience so that you would not ask me to do so !

F .. it's not a good
For me.

Chocolate ; dessert ; chili ; pineapple

巧克力；甜品；辣椒；黄梨

Things i wanna do ; Before i die

My dream is not just above that, more than that, i don't have much time to write out what i'm going to do in the future. Since we say it's future, there are many possible changes going on and on, sometimes it just totally out of your expectation. For me, i said i don't believe in forever, but i'd love to believe there is still a fairy tale waiting for me and the one. Little girl not little anymore, she has to be strong, be strong enough to solve everything by herself. Rely on others is just insecure also. A person who knows me well ? hmmmm ... haven't found yet. Where is he huh God ? Dear Lord. I really hope someone who could look through my broken smile and give me a warm hug just in case.

Well, semester three is going to end soon. Time flies without noticing us. Every effort i put i really pay for it. After my semester three oh ya the saddest thing is i have semester fourth. it's just like $%^&* ! fail ? wtf ! After the saddest part, always happiest part. I'm going to Langkawi trip with my college friends. Heyyy ya you ! You couldn't imagine how happy i was when my mom told me i can go with my friends. Other than going out with cousin, relatives, i never ever went out with friends like this. It's just too cool to be myself sometimes. Yes, Shinnleng. Too cool to be me. The only one in the world, am i right ? hahhahah ... I want to go Langkawi do a lotssss of things i couldn't do in KL! Maybe be a drunkard there since i searched from internet, it says alcohol drinks there are really cheapppppp ! damn ! i like it so damn much ! i wanna try the feeling of sleeping on the beach for a night and watch the sun rise on the beach. The feeling of happiness. You just couldn't imagine how happy this girl is.

Pictures speak

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

Just want to tell you ...
A girl like me is impossible to find. 
I hope you know.
Because,
I know that it's hard to find someone like you, 
But
I hope you know, it's hard to find someone like me too. 

I believe in - If they are meant to be, eventually they will find the way back themselves -

Everyone is unique.
I cried when i listened this song, this afternoon.
So touching.
Caught in a situation that i don't know what i'm thinking.
I should be a vampire.
Shut all emotions off.
Gosh ! Ma Q Fan !

Relationship or Relationshit ?

Relationship or Relationshit people ? In my mind, a relationship is made by two people who love each other so much. But in real life, why seem like many people in a relationship for them to kill their boredness ? loneliness ? I'm so damn confused. Maybe i believe the fairy tales as well as i believe in for two people who are meant to be, eventually, they will be together. The sentence about relationship i believe in the most.

How about Relationshit ? Be in the relationship just for benefit ? It seems like one's just using another ? Isn't it ? This is an unfair relationship .. for me .. Maybe i don't have a real relationship with a boy, so the concept of relationship for me is still pure as water ... hahahaha white white white ... I know somehow i say '' I Love You '' like simply say it .. but I love you for me is just like for friends i love, love has many meanings ... Isn't it ? The definition for everyone is different la !

In school, a friend he told me he loves a girl so much, and he tried to make the girl to be his girlfriend. But he failed. I know he has tried so hard to make it. But why the world seems like still going on without the word - Forever - What the fuck is forever ? Girls, if you are reading this post, comment below tell me do you believe forever ... thanks =] I don't believe seriously, friend forever ? love forever ? but maybe family forever does happen. The only forever happens.

the vampire diaries

Stefan and Elena - The Vampire Diaries

You have no idea why i love them. not because handsome and pretty but the sweetness between them. I remember Elena said - Stefan you gotta try, if you not going to try, you gonna lost me forever - how sweet ? In real life, if and only if a person ever said to you. would you at least give a try ? For me, i don't really believe in the word - Forever - everything ends. Just depends when the period is long or short. Would you ever bothered ? Maybe in future, i don't hope someone says lot of promises when i'm in love with him. I prefer easy come easy go. Maybe i'm silly.

I believe too much of fairy tales. I know it wouldn't happen in real life yet i still believe it deep in my heart. Cinderella ? Sleeping princess ? Ugly little duck ? Omgeeeee, i get poisoned. I just hope ... people will not leave me behind or push me away from them. Like people i care of, i hate that suddenly they say they hate me for a non-sense reason ... You hurt me k ? I cry easily, feel touch because of something little and dotdotdot. I know god loves me, he's keeping the great one for me. Told ya, i believe in miracle.

I'm the only one

I hope i could be the only one for you when you needed me.
Don't let me down.
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